There is a particular kind of looping happening right now, and it’s not confined to beginners. I’m watching senior practitioners – people with years, sometimes decades, of spiritual practice behind them – go into total meltdown over what are, in the scheme of things, first-world problems. Not crisis-level events. Ordinary friction. And the meltdown is often karmic in nature: an old pattern surfacing, a relational rupture, a mirror they weren’t ready for. What’s missing isn’t insight. It’s resourcing – both in terms of ‘trauma tools’ but also in terms of understanding key natural and cosmic law concepts such as karma, decolonisation and natural law style collaboration.
This matters more than it might seem, because a lot of people who consider themselves “awake” or “conscious” have spent significant money and energy building a spiritual identity without building the underlying capacity to actually hold it. And with what may be unfolding in the world in the coming period, that gap is going to show. Insight without resourcing doesn’t hold under pressure. It cracks.
Four Places the Looping Comes From
In the lead-up to some book club sessions I’ll be running in the autumn linked to my book, I want to name four areas where I keep seeing people stuck in loops rather than moving through them:
Karma. Most people have a vague, popular notion of karma – good deeds in, good luck out – rather than an understanding of it as a lawful, energetic process of cause, pattern, and consequence playing out across time. Without that understanding, karma just looks like random bad luck or persecution, and the person stays reactive to it rather than working consciously with it.
Decolonisation. Spiritual communities routinely extract from indigenous and traditional knowledge systems while leaving the actual politics, history, and power structures those systems emerged from unexamined. Skipping this work doesn’t just create ethical blind spots but it keeps people’s understanding of “spirituality” shallow and disconnected from land, lineage, and consequence.
Collaboration and group energetics. Very few people are taught how to conserve energy in group settings, read collective field dynamics, or apply even the most basic principles of human permaculture – how people, roles, and resources can be arranged so a group sustains itself rather than burning through everyone in it. Most groups leak energy constantly and nobody notices why.
Resourcing. The one underneath all the others. Without it, karma feels unbearable instead of workable, decolonial work feels like an attack instead of an invitation, and group settings drain rather than nourish.
What Resourcing Actually Means
Resourcing isn’t a vague comfort word, it’s a specific capacity: the nervous system’s ability to stay regulated and present while something difficult, expansive, or karmically loaded is moving through you. Without it, even a small trigger can tip a person into collapse, rage, or dissociation, because there’s no internal ballast to meet the charge.
This is why so many senior practitioners melt down over things that, from the outside, look minor. They’ve often built an impressive amount of spiritual knowledge and identity on top of a nervous system that was never actually resourced. The structure looks tall. The foundation was never poured.
Real resourcing has to be built deliberately, and there are specific tools for doing it well.
The Comprehensive Resource Model (CRM) works directly with the nervous system, using resourcing states – often connected to the earth, ancestors, or spiritual support – to help a person stay present while processing trauma, rather than being retraumatised by it. It’s one of the most effective frameworks I know for building the kind of internal ballast that karmic material requires.
Pranayama works at the level of prana itself – the breath as a direct lever on the nervous system and subtle body. Where CRM builds ballast through connection and presence, pranayama builds it through the regulation of life-force, giving a person more raw capacity to hold intensity without depletion.
Astrology, practised properly, is less about prediction and more about learning to dance with karma rather than be flattened by it. Understanding your own cycles, timing, and patterns turns karma from something that happens to you into something you can meet with more skill and less panic.
Quantum Transfiguration works at a different layer again, helping a person move through multidimensional overwhelm, the kind of disorientation that comes when consciousness is expanding faster than the nervous system and energy body can integrate it. This is increasingly relevant as more people have expanded or unusual experiences without a framework to hold them.
None of these tools replace the others. Together, they build resourcing at the level of the nervous system, the breath, the karmic pattern, and the multidimensional field, which is precisely where the current looping is happening.
Where This Is Going
These four themes – karma, decolonisation, collaboration and human permaculture, and resourcing – are exactly what I’ll be exploring in the book club sessions this autumn, alongside my book. My sense is that the coming period will ask more of people’s capacity to stay resourced than it will ask for more spiritual knowledge, and I’d rather see people build that capacity now than discover the gap under pressure.
If you recognise yourself in any of this: the looping, the meltdown that seems disproportionate to the trigger, the sense of having done a lot of spiritual work without quite landing anywhere solid – this is exactly the territory the mentoring, readings, and Quantum Transfiguration work are built to address.
You’ll be invited to read the relevant chapter of my book Dakini Weaving – Keys to the Golden Age and then we’ll have an Ask Me Anything session and commentary on sections of the book where relevant. There will also be breakaway spaces to encourage your own co-inquiry and reflections on these themes, to help you feel more grounded with these important topics
More details on the autumn book club sessions to follow soon with a more detailed breakdown on what I will present on briefly in the session and some thought-provoking questions for you to contemplate while you study the relevant chapter for your session.
If you’re reading this and our real time sessions have past or you can’t make it live then you are welcome to purchase the recording of the session. We remind you that the deeper transmissions and opportunity to get your direct questions answered is prioritised to those attending the real-time call.
Times as Below
- Resourcing: SEPT 24 @ 6:30pm UK
- Decolonisation: OCT tba
- Permaculture: OCT 13 @ 6:30pm UK
- Karma: OCT 24 @ 6:30pm UK
The duration of each session is between 90min to 2h long.
Registration and Energy Exchange
Each session – Sliding Scale £13 to £22
The lower end of the scale is reserved for people who are facing hardship, single parents and from developing countries.
The whole package £45–£66 sliding scale.
To register or know more about each session, please visit our website:
https://learn.dharmastars.org/courses/dw-book-club-2026
BOOK
DAKINI WEAVING
– keys to THE golden age
Dakini Weaving is a refreshing intersection point of worlds, realms and possibilities. The title draws upon sacred reverence towards the Dakini or Skydancer, & the timeless function of literal and metaphysical weaving. In a world of separation, delusion & ecological instability, Padma Khandro calls forth principles from Kalachakra Tantra, Indigenous Knowledge Systems & Natural & Cosmic Law to bring a message of hope to activate & remind New Earth pioneers that we have many keys to enter into a Golden Age within this lifetime!
Empowerment to the Golden Age 